Cassie Ventura, ex-girlfriend of Sean “Diddy” Combs, gave emotional testimony in his ongoing sex trafficking trial, breaking down in court on May 14. “I can’t carry the shame, the guilt,” she said, explaining why she came forward. Combs denies all charges, including sex trafficking and abuse.

Cassie described being forced into disturbing “freak-off” sex parties where she was humiliated and blackmailed. “I tried to avoid kissing… [but] he told me to do it,” she testified. She also alleged Diddy recorded her without consent and later threatened to leak the videos to destroy her image.

Ventura accused Combs of rape and detailed a pattern of physical abuse, including a serious head injury. She claimed he once threatened to bomb rapper Kid Cudi’s car out of jealousy. The longest “freak-off,” she said, lasted four days.

The experiences left her with lasting physical and mental trauma. “I felt really empty and gross,” she said, revealing she sought rehab and trauma therapy in 2023.

The trial continues, with Combs facing a possible life sentence if convicted.