A man who queued to take part in Bonnie Blue’s shocking “1000 men” sex stunt has shared why he didn’t go through with it. The controversial event recently returned to headlines after Channel 4 aired 1000 Men and Me: The Bonnie Blue Story, which faced heavy criticism even before its release.

Bonnie Blue, real name Tia Ballinger, claimed she slept with 1,057 men in just 12 hours earlier this year. While she called the stunt empowering, many viewers slammed it as degrading. Security guard Ali Walker, who was present, described it as “the most surreal experience” of his life.

“I was told it would be one-to-one sessions, but when I got there it was a free-for-all,” Walker said. “There were so many guys, around 30 or 40 at a time, and I’m quite shy. I didn’t get involved.”

The documentary showed scenes of chaos, with participants wearing balaclavas and the floor covered in used condoms and paper towels. Blue responded to criticism, saying, “Everyone has sex, just some of us film it.”